December 30, 2025

Hi everybody. Welcome to my blog where I talk about my past. I’m gonna start this blog with a little darkness, but we’re gonna finish it with a positive note.

Last night, I woke from a dream kind of panicking. I was remembering what it was like to be in the hospital and totally paralyzed. You see, the nurses come in every two hours to roll me from side to side. This was to prevent bed sores. Anyway, if they rolled me over too far to the right or left, I would be smashed into the pillow and I couldn’t move. It was a nightmare. It felt like you were gonna suffocate. I finally figured out that a good scream would get someone’s attention and they would sit me up to calm me down. I didn’t wake up screaming last night, or maybe I did. It must have sounded like a ten year old girl screaming. Anyway, it wasn’t pleasant then and the flashback I had wasn’t pleasant.

On a more positive note, I just found sketches from a book I did called Rescue Tails. I was gonna call the book Pose for Paws, but I changed the title. Check it out. It was fun. A lot of work, but nothing worthwhile is easy, right?

Love and miss you guys. Check it out. Love, B. Nice