June 3, 2014


Hi everybody. Let's call this blog "Plan B" and I'm gonna dedicate it once again to my parents. I'm gonna call it Plan B because I figured out finally that as you go through life, you need a back up plan, a Plan B. And it can either be a friend, family, relation, religion, whatever you want, just as long as you have back up. Luckily, you know, when I was in a bad way, I needed back up and luckily my parents were there to offer me shelter, food and love. You know, the basic stuff.

Anyway, I just wanted to share the above with you. It's good to have back up. I guess subconsciously you keep it in your mind. As far as other stuff, I've been feeling good lately. Things are a lot sharper and a little clearer. My eyesight is better. Overall, I feel like I am clearer and I realize I'm messed up. Man, I've got a lot of work to do. I've mentioned this before, but it goes on and on. It's like the never-ending wakeup. Today I went out on a road trip with my mother and my health assistant. Boy, I tell you, anytime you leave your daily routine you get real tired. I went to Barnes & Noble bookstore and it was like getting hit by a 2X4. Talk about over stimulation. And on top of it, I had a coffee and thought I was going to explode. I came home really tired, but I guess it's good to get out of the house.

You know, I was sitting on the porch, just sitting there looking at stuff and I realized my life has done a complete 180. I used to travel all over the world and now I just sit here. But, you know, if you take the time, you start to notice stuff. Like I said before, you just gotta take time to look.

You know, right now there's a big storm going on and a front came through bringing a change in the weather. It's remarkable when you're like the way I am, you can feel the change in pressure. For example a low pressure system came in and I felt the difference. I guess that's why I'm not supposed to go to altitude. I guess some people, you know, feel it in their knees or joints. I just felt it all over. It was weird.

I've also been working on a new website, you know, for my landscape work. It's been keeping me busy, but I'll tell you, it's tough to do what I used to do. Put images together and create a professional website. It's tough. I can only work in like five minute intervals. Then I need to rest. I guess anytime you get too much stimulation you get overtired. I guess no late night ballroom dancing for me.

I just want to mention one other thing. I'm really thankful for my family and friends who have brought over food for me. It's really basic, but it makes a big big difference, although, my mom hides the chocolate chip cookies from me and that pisses me off.

Anyway, I'm gonna finish up and include some cartoons I used to do. My friend here will grab a book and we'll take some shots of some cartoons. I used to love to draw. I will include the other link too. Love you guys, talk to you soon. Love, B. Nice