January 21, 2014

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Hi you guys. Welcome to another week. I'm gonna make this blog short because,well, it's my birthday! That's right, January 21st, 1961, I was born. I'm now 35. Wait, I got the numbers mixed up, 53. No, but I feel like I'm 27. That, despite the fact that I've had a couple of brain surgeries. I actually feel like I'm 103 right now. Anyway, Happy Birthday to me.

I'm gonna include some photos from my road trip I just did. I'm gonna keep this blog short. Anyway, I'll talk to you guys next week. Here's some photos I did from the road.

P.S. When I was born it was like 20 below zero. We're gonna get that tonight, and we're gonna get snow today. How weird is that? Just thought I'd share that with you.

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P.P.S. Thank you guys, for all the birthday wishes! You guys are great. Love, B. Nice

January 15, 2014

10_2_1-02 Hi Samantha! Happy Birthday! I didn't say happy birthday earlier because I was sick. It's been like an infirmary around here. Everyone's sick. It's ridiculous. Anyway, life goes on. It's funny, I checked my website from last year and it was the same thing. I guess it's flu season. Mind you, we all had flu shots, but it just lessens the symptoms. If you're in a state like I am, you know, traumatic brain injury, it's good to try and stay healthy. Whenever you get something like a bad cold, it really knocks you about. I've said this over and over, but it's important to stay healthy. I have a blog I've been doing for a couple years now. I go back now and then to look at how I've been feeling. It's a good record. If you have traumatic brain injury, I strongly suggest you get an iPad just for that, and record once a week. As you advance, it will cheer you on. Help you get better. It's a good motivation. You know, you gotta take things step by step. Right now I'm learning how to sit up, and then you sit up and balance yourself. Then you learn how to put on your socks, get dressed. Everything happens in steps. You just have to be patient. You know, I was learning how to stand again. Just standing is so difficult. I see people running around, walking. It makes me super jealous. I hope you realize how lucky you are, just to be able to walk. It's a miracle.

Like I said before, this blog is about here, now and the future. My other blog is about the past (LINK). I seem to like the past more than the future. I have more stories about the past. I guess it's because we really don't know what's gonna happen in the future. You can plan all you like, but you never know what's gonna happen. Take it from me. Ha.

Not much else to report. I've been looking at my images from my trip, and it's going to make a great show. Real strong. And my tabletop book will be great. Very strong. I'm gonna finish off this blog because I want to tell you about a few fashion confessions. Look at my other blog, and see you next week. Love, B. Nice

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January 4, 2014 - First week of the New Year

Image Hi everybody! Happy 2014. I think I'm gonna stick with this blog that's now moving forward since this is a new year.

You know, I did this trip driving across the country. Some people say, "What's the big deal? It's not like it's brain surgery or anything." Ha ha ha. Let me just describe my schedule. I don't know if I did before, but just bear with me. I got up at 7 am. Had breakfast at 8 am. We checked out of the hotel, was on the road by 9 am. I stood up with help at 10:30. Drove another hour and a half until lunch, 12:30 had lunch. And then drove until 1:30 where I slept until 2:30. Stood up and then drove until 5 pm. Mind you, we had to drive at 50 mph max because of my vision. This was for a whole month. It wasn't easy. It was really tough, in fact. In '79, I ran across America, and that was like a walk in the park compared to this. I think I'm still recovering. I just thought I'd share that with you.

You know what my profound thought of the week is? Art is therapy. Therapy is life. Therefore, Art is LIfe. That's my profound thought of the week. And that's how I live right now, through the art of photography and the art of drawing. They both keep me well, sane, kind of sane. It's been tough, the past few weeks. I got a cold and it really knocks me on my ass. That and dealing with my private life which is very dramatic, makes things kind of difficult. Man, I need a vacation.

My little one was here. That really lifted my spirits. Man, that kid's smart. She read books to me. Played cards, made me a suit. Just kidding about the suit. She's a great kid. I'm very lucky. Anyway, it was great to see her. I won't see her now for like, well, almost two months, but it'll mean a lot to me when I see her again.

You know what, Paris has been calling me lately (not Paris Hilton). I saw a movie about Paris, meeting my friends and talking about Paris. My friend from Paris is coming here to visit me. It makes me want to go back there and live again. Good times. But you know what, that was then and this is now. If I went back to Paris, it wouldn't be the same. I had a good time when I lived there. It's just a memory now. Although, I would love to sit in a cafe again.

Not much else to report. I'm getting tired of this shit. It's been like 4 years now, but I'm getting better. It's so slow, it's unbelievable, but there's progress. Anyone out there going through something similar, hang in there. Happy New Year to you guys. I'll share some photos with you and the link to my other blog. This is B. Nice signing off. Love, B. Nice

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December 28, 2013 - Almost a New Year

10_1_4-05 Happy Almost a New Year everybody. So I went all the way to the west coast, you know, my road trip. I ended up with my cousin in Hermosa Beach on the west coast. We went for a walk on the boardwalk, and someone wrote on the wall, "When you're going forward in life, don't trip on things behind you." I thought that was kind of cool. Then someone wrote a very intellectual word right behind it. They wrote "Fart." Anyway, I like the previous quote better. It's kind of ironic. I felt like I drove all the way across the country just to see that phrase. Not Fart, but the other one.

You know what's kind of cool, my friend here dropped off a dvd of all the images I shot on the trip. The light was so different between the east coast and the west coast. For example, the light on the east coast was very soft and golden. The light on the west coast was very white, contrasty and blue. In between, it was like a combination of the two. It was pretty cool to see.

I'm really excited because my little one will be here soon. I get to see her for a few days. It will be fun. It always lifts my spirits to see her.

You know, the other blog I did (click here) was more about the past. This blog here will be more about the here and the now and the future. For example, I see myself doing more landscapes. I gotta work with what I got. I love photography but I can't see myself being a fashion photographer, so for now, in the near future, I'll do landscapes. Who knows what I'll be doing way down the line. My friend here said maybe I should combine the two. It's a good idea. But for now, I have to stick to landscapes. People can't really understand me. I can see a model looking at me thinking, "What the hell did that guy say? I can't understand him." All the images would be of a person with a head tilted to the side with a curious look on their face. Hey, it could be kind of trendy. It's the "new" pose.

I'll tell you though, I'm getting pretty tired of the way I feel. It's not fun. I feel like hell, and it feels like I've been run over by a truck. Not that I would know what that feels like, but I imagine it doesn't feel good. Physically, for the new year, I feel like I'll be walking with a walker. I've been working hard, but it's so weird when it's so foreign just to stand. I need help just to stand up. Pretty crazy. But it's getting a little easier each time. You know, everyone's different so I've seen different results from different people. But I'll be walking again one day.

That's about all I have to say for this week. The only other thing I can think of is my personal life. I said it before, but my personal life is like a latin soap opera, daytime. It's unreal. Never a dull moment. Hey, it's a character builder.

Anyway, this is B. Nice signing off. I'll talk to you guys next week. Love, B. Nice

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