04-19-13When I was in the hospital I would think about the past, and that would get me through the rough stuff. Now I think about the future and what I have to do and where I'm going. That makes my heart feel good. There is no end and there is just a beginning and it just keeps going. The previous blog I had was about past stories, the new blog is about anticipation and future. I see the future as being positive; the past was more about a lot of drama. Maybe that makes the past more dramatic, more than my brain surgeries because I was asleep. Each day I am more and more aware and awake. I want to share with you one more thing. If you want to stop crying, just think of someone being naked, it works every time. See you next time, I'm going to get ready for my trip.

Love B Nice